hellohello
Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to Lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you
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Saturday, April 21, 2007, 3:33 PM
PINA COLADA!hmm,was in a terrible mood wen i went to sch today
stood outside the class to get away from it all
i need a break,a break from it all.
cldnt even think straight during mass run,haiz.
i actually didnt wanna see you today.well only cos i was afraid tt if i look into ur eyes again,id miss you more and more.and tt'll probably make me feel worse than i already do.il be fine seeing u round from mon though.cos i noe il hve to get used to it.ure all smiley and happy nowdays,which is good.yeah,keep it up.
i didnt even manage to do my bio test properly.theres too many things on my mind.hate sch.there are so many ridiculous rules.they might as well say we're not allowed to have a life.wth's wrong with changing into pe shirt aft sch?its AFT SCH?like fuck off,there isnt a rule saying u cant change for no reason aft sch.the pile of work i hve to get done is endless.im losing it.sigh,i was so angry with some ridiculous teachers who say all the wrong things at the wrong time tt i wanted to drag my table out of class, throw all my books out and throw the table down. /: (and the B! is fading away from the table.wont she come back n draw on it again?haiz.)i just cant take it.too many things,im mentally exhausted enough.bad headache.
my bag was soo heavy today.super heavy.i almost died.and then i suddenly thought to myself,if u were here,i cld persuade u to swap bags for awhile.ud probably think the bag was light since ure so strong.haiz,ure not around anymore.
went to starbucks,got a new toy!i was super fascinated! (: mikoh tot us how to play with it.she used to keep a collection.and shimin was damn funny cuz she cldnt talk.everythin was soo funny tt i laughed till it hurt.i havent laughed this much in so long.never laughed this much since u. ):
why did u stop coming around?why is this happening?sigh.u really knew how to make me laugh.one of the few hu cld make me smile for real.why did u hve to go. i felt better aft laughing so much.but now,reality is kicking in.
hello,i miss you quite terribly.
good memories will just make u want more.
i thought about you all day.
sigh,why do i hve to rmb those times.
why do these good memories haunt me all day
will they ever go away for awhile?so tt i wont miss you so much.
but i wont want them to go away forever,coz their all i hve to remind me how we used to be.sigh,
we never took a picture together.
ohh and mummy got a new car.i think its quite nice.u dont need the key to open the doors and start the engine.hah.but why didnt she listen to me and buy black.its her car.wel,yup.i stil like tucson though. i really want to drive.i was so tempted just now,but my sis stopped me.argh,haiz.
and to those hu tried to make me feel better today,
thankyou.
me,trina! hah,the new toy.pina colada and ribena!
blind i tell you,BLIND.
pictures are blur,sigh.probably cuz of the phone.
someone come tell me everythings gonna be alrite.
a sincere smile wld help alot too.
goodnite.